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October 13, 2007 - Saturday
Octavious is my hero.....
Ok so not really but this is a dedication to Paul Schimdt in all his drunken glory. He informed me tonight that I, the random blogger that I may be, am an awesome blogger, so here it is Paul....a blog just for you. Drink up dear pal, get you a whore and be happy! The wife will shake her head and laugh till she cries, and the boy will dribble and shit, well, cause that is what he does best (it just doesn't stink as bad as yours does). When I finish this blog i will continue to do what i do best, pick up old men. Yes i admit i am dating a guy who is older, almost nine years older but apparently i have a thing for attracting OLD guys who will just randomly check me out. I laugh and wonder why but ya know what ever will get their engines goin. HA!!!!! I always wonder what my life was going to be like......and know i know......random nights with my friends and picking up old guys when i least expect it. well i just wanted to throw a shout out to paul since i am an AWESOME blogger.....till next time.
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October 11, 2007 - Thursday
get yo fix
so let's see i'm on day three.....of weight watchers. i have had to modify it some becuase i can't keep giving up my points for milk. i drink two glasses a day....that's too many points for me to give up just for milk. SO here's how i'm modifying it. i'm going to continue keeping track of the foods i eat.....i'm cutting my portions down to the ww portions and keep track that way, as far as drinks, i'm not going to count the points for those, just keep track at how much i do actually drink in a day. so far i feel more satisfied at the progress. i feel more fulfilled. whether or not this new modified version works is yet to be determined.
i had a flu shot today.... my arm hurts, my neck hurts....BUT it will go away. woo hoo! yesterday i was very irritable when i woke up. of course i woke up hungry. i dont think i'm going to continue to walk in the morning, i'm having a hard time waking up and walking in the cold. i did a nice long walk today after i got home from work......it wasn't as cold as it was this morning which made for a nice walk.
sometimes i wishi i could afford to repaint my room. i would love to have a new look. i would love to have tan walls, with camo sheets and a teal and brown comforter. ohhh the joys of dreaming. tomorrow starts the weekend....YAHOOIE!!!!!!
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October 9, 2007 - Tuesday
dont feed the birds!
so i'm trying out weight watchers right now....the whole counting points and food portions.....day one SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry. i have eaten my whopping 20 points plus the 1 extra point i get for walking...granted i have 35 points that i get to play with because they are my "flex" points but hey i'm on day one....what good would it do me to use those extra points. i have a goal in mind to drop 20 pounds, but its gonna be hard. i know people sitting there reading this are like....IS SHE NUTS....yes i am. i am a nutty person, peanuts sound good. and speaking of peanuts i can have 40 peanuts for 4 points. i did get a nice fulfillment of grilled chicken and brocolli for dinner for a nice 3 points. tomorrow i dont know how well i will do....food is just so tempting. i never thought i would miss food as much as i do now. i know i dont need to really diet, but i do need to cut back on some of the food that i intake. one beer (12 oz) is 2 points so if i dont eat for an entire day i can have 10 beers! hahahaha just had to throw that in! i fell asleep in the tanning bed today.....NOT good. i have rosey red cheeks and neck. woops go me. . i'm still not too thrilled about things at work, morale is definitely at a low, and i have just begun to ignore the negativity that comes my way. its almost like i'm shutting people off. it just gets me really low when i hear it. and it effects me. i was told i just dont have that spark like i used to a couple months back. and its true.....i dont. i try to get everything done but for the amount of stuff that i'm doing i am definitely not bringing home a decent amount in my check every two weeks. i really need to stop complaining! things could be a lot worse than what they are. i haven't talked to my brother since last week....and its disheartening. but i'm not worried aobut it cause whenever he feels that he wants to talk he'll call. i'm not goin to waste his time and call him. i just wish that he would have spent like maybe five minutes with me. but that's just wishful thinking. can't always get what you want. in positive news...the heat wave broke. today was WONDERFUL i could actually breathe too.....it was amazing. i get to see greg on friday and i'm super excited. i look forward to friday because well one i get off at 2 but also that i get to start my weekend off by seeing my boyfriend! he's absolutely great! he really makes me smile! he's my guy! well my avid readers......much love to ya, and keep the love comin.....
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October 8, 2007 - Monday
when all else fails.....blare some carley simon
its true. when i have had a bad day i crank up my cd player in my car and just BLARE my carley simon favorite hits cd...although i have listened to it so many times that its scratched i LOVE it still. i am too broke to go and bye a new copy of it but ya know what i will listen to this poor cd till it cannot be played anymore. people can bitch and complain all they want but at the end of the day i get in my car buckle up for that hour drive home and listen to carley....i just let her sing all my frustrations away. baking is becoming a little too expensive so i am turning to my ipod to take it all away, and i'm not a big emotional eater because nothing ever sounds good when i'm so stressed out, because i get heart burn really bad when i eat something when i stress. oh well i just needed to get that out.