Saturday, September 29, 2007

embracing change

I just need a place to vent right now. I have so much shit just built up. Between shit at work, confusion with I am having a really hard time adjusting to my body right now. I sometimes feel like i'm an emotional wreck. One week i'm loving things but another week i just feel like blah. Oh well. So is life.

Work really sucks. I completely loathing going in five days a week. I feel totally underpaid, underappreciated, and completely overworked. I applied for a new job but because i only met one of the qualifications i was disqualified. I am just constantly lookin for something new to come along. But this is frustrating because on one end i'm overqualified but on the other end of the spectrum i'm not qualified enough. I'm just not happy at all being there anymore. I am tired of having to scap for money just to enjoy myself. I have to make sure it is in my budget so i can go out. If i dont have the funds then i dont go.

Well i dont knwo what else to vent right now....

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